A Running Log of my Dreams...

A Running Log of my Dreams...

Monday Night 2nd June 2014

I was taking Amy and her boyfriend into the city for the day. I offered to drive them in and take them back home, the city was kind of big and then I ended up walking into this hotel and there was dad and mum in the back ground. Dad telling me that mum was taking pills while pregnant with me and drinking too.

My cousins where there to, not letting me hug my Aunty Mary, there mother, blocking me from going near her. Mentioning something on FB that offended them... I was being spiritual but they did not understand my sprituality.

I was swearing saying thats shit ect.....you should accept me for me.

A Running Page of Messages Given to me by People in this Universe - Updated Constantly....

Here are messages for me from other like minded Guides in this Universe:

Month of May 2014

• Birds chirping, Nature, Walks, Silence, Hope, Fashion, Relax.  Stag, Walrus, Blue Whale, Dolphin

Be aware of your dreams at night, they have strong messages for you - write them down.  There is something you are looking for but its going to come to you.

Colour mainly green, purple gold.  Open Mind, be Creative.

You are so love from top to toe
Spiritually Gifted and it will grow

It is time to step out of your cocoon, open those butterfly wings... Take Off... There is nothing to stop you now.

Mountains, Hiking, Camping, Cool Air.  Travel. Teeth? - check teeth or Smile.. hahaha.  Life is yours, don't believe the self doubt!  Harden Up Princess" in a nice way for yourself.

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Very cool because your reading seems to be about 

work...sort of.


1. Actually you wonder how you are doing. You have a fear 

of failure.


2. You have to work through opposition with the attitude of ,

 "This might be hard but it is making me stronger." Feeling 

like it will break you down, will.


3. You must be persistent. Guard against inactivity or 

laziness.


4. You have had to make a choice between your 

responsibilities (or disciplines, that word was just shouted at 

me.) and you sometimes wonder if you made the right ones.



5. You're doing o.k. financially...



6. and some sort of conflict that you had been dealing with 

is  behind you.


7. You move forward very carefully. This is wise.


8. Because people are seeing a more a mature you and they

like it.


9. You feel like you are stuck and it's frustrating you.

10. But hang in there, this will come to fruition, you will 'go

 places'. I don't know if that means travel or success or both

 but good things ahead.


Jessica, that word DISCIPLINES seems to come back...you 

are too smart. Choosing just one thing is hard for you.

You hear, you see, you feel so much, but you can't 

differentiate a strength. I say don't choose, use all your

strengths and keep a journal so you recognize what is 

successful for you and what is not.


Also, do you know that old Paul Simon song "Loves me Like 

a Rock"? Does that mean anything to you? While I was 

doing the reading I heard it in my head.

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My Conversation with my Dad who has Departed this Earth Via a Gentleman still Walking the Universe - 2nd June 2014

The Gentleman on the left is the man who was talking to me via my father who has passed over and is on the right. 

Our conversation lasted 10 minutes and I’ll cherish this for a long time. Below is the recorded conversation but only 4 minutes. If you have 4 minutes to spare I would love to hear what you think? And of course the first thing said is ‘In the Kitchen’….

I felt I had to talk to him as he got up and walked away. He just had a knee operation. After our conversation my heart was thumping and felt weird. I was spaced out for about 2 hours taking everything that was said in. There was so much more about 5 minutes, but I hit voice record a bit later.

Below I have noted the MOST important messages for myself in our conversation:

You only live once, I do not come back to this world. Get out. One thing my parents done, believe me and Im being very serious about it… They live for US, and when we were big enough, they died. WHAT A LIFE, WHAT A LIFE, WHAT A LIFE…

Go and live it up. With a bit of common sense, you know… don’t run around like a lunatic and spend money you haven’t got but, but look, it’s a beautiful life, if you know how to handle it.
I got 3 grandchildren I got 9 grandchildren, my eldest one is a solicitor in a children’s court you know, they’ve got their work experience but when I say jenny sit down let POP tell you a few things “They can’t believe it, they can’t believe the old times.

GO AND DO WHAT EVER YOU THINK IS RIGHT.

AND IF YOU WANT A LITTLE BIT OF NOSTRADE HAVE IT

BE A LITTLE BIT OLD FASHION, YEAH IT’S TRUE

Yeah be a little bit old fashion when you got visitors, we use to live like that, they either like it or they don’t.

But its YOUR PERSONALITY

ITS YOU, WHAT YOU WANT TO DO, DO YOU KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT?

Ahhhhh, it’s so interesting. YOU GOT TO KNOW HOW TO LIVE IT.

YOU GOT TO KNOW HOW TO DO IT and if you run away with nothing at all in your hand it gets you know where.

So ORGANISE YOUR LIFE

AND ENJOY THAT LITTLE BIT OF “SPECIAL” LIKE LOVE