Testing myself with exercises and I'm taken on a whole other path. Thanks Spirit :-)

I went to Burleigh Heads to meet my friend and have a walk along the beach.  When I arrived I sat in my car, pulled my phone out and found a 10 minute meditation on You Tube.  I sat in my car, deep breaths while following the mediation. Then the beautiful rain started to come. It was really nice and calming.

When that finished I started working with my intuition saying "The next person that walks from the right will be wearing red, the next one yellow, the next will be 2 girls and so forth. I was right 5 out of 5, so pretty pleased with myself.

Then I asked if I could connect with my Nanny Choo Choo - who is my Nan on my Dads Polish side.  So due to the rain I went to Stockland Burleigh to catch up with coffee and there speaking to my girlfriend Sandra, people were walking back and forth all around us as they do BUT... The older men that looked like dad who had the exact SNOW WHITE MOUSTACHE, white hair had just confirmed to me that I was heard.  Those of you that know Mr J and had probably eaten at his restaurant in Yamba would know that MY DADS look is very distinguishable.

It wasn't Nan, but my dad.  Sandra looked up with a query look on her face as she is very intuitive as well and I told her what I was seeing around me. We laughed and it was so great to connect with a friend on the same path as myself.

I love it when this happens as I know he is still around. Probably there to keep an eye on my spending? But you still have to have a sense of humour with Spirit too.

But did you know YOU TOO can do this?  All you need to do is TRUST.  

I'm going to use myself as an example:

I am born as a beautiful little baby. The love is SO PURE ITS MAGICAL if you really really think about what I am saying.  Its so pure like a blank canvas and its up to my parents and those around me to colour myself with with positivity and laughter and LOVE as I don't know anything and I'm a new born.

Then somewhere along the years WE ARE told by others and our siblings:  'DONT DO THAT"... DON'T TOUCH THAT"... "ITS ALL YOUR FAULT" I HATE YOU"... WHY ARE YOU SO ANNOYING"... " YOU TALK TO MUCH"... "I DON'T BELIEVE YOU"... "YOU SEE AND FEEL OTHERS? YEAH RIGHT"....." BLAME YOUR MOTHER"... BLAME YOUR FATHER"... "NO NO NO NO NO NO"


Can you see where your conditioning comes from? 

There are boundaries for sure with our children, just use the correct words not to break there little spirits inside of them.

Correct wording is not hard.  Instead of saying NO NO to Kobi, I have always used "STOP".  As an Adult you understand Stop right? Don't You? You stop at a traffic light.

Kobi will ask "Can I have another treat mum? Pleassee".  I DONT say NO.. I say "Yes, of course you can, but just not today, you already had your treat today". Or  "Mum can we go to the Pirate Park? I say "Yeah of course we can, but just not today as this is what we already have planned remember"? Ect....

So I guess what I'm getting at in the end is... I wasn't conditioned in a positive way but I learnt to condition myself with my spirits around me from an early age starting in primary school through to high school.  My parents even moved me from Maclean Primary to St Josephs Primary in Maclean but I see they did not understand what I felt, saw and believed in.  Not such a bad move as I made more friends.  

I felt that they put in not - only their minds but my own mind that I was a "HYPERACTIVE CHILD".  Here I am screaming in my head I was fine and loving life, just because I get excited about living and breathing and loving the universe doesn't give anyone the right to LABEL ME.  Shit, if I want a label I want that label/tag on my t-shirt to say.... 

"Awesomeness Magical Made by What She Believed In"

I never obsessed growing up if I wasn't invited to a party, going to the beach on Saturday, sitting at lunch with the cool group, a group lunch, a birthday, a weekend away, a trip overseas, a girls night in, a coffee date down town, a concert dinner out with the girls... Oh how my list goes on...

I was more interested in Loving You all so equally. Remembering what you all, my friends where doing on a night dancing the night way, having a coffee chat with others and I felt a sense of happiness that this was happening around you.  I FELT a love for each and everyone one.  Be it you are a Male or Female, that was me from the age of 7 onwards just feeling happy cause you were having fun.

Does she/he want me there? Does she/he really want to invite me? Does she/he want to organise this with me?  I bloody know the answer before you have even asked it in your head.  But that does not mean I will ever love you less.  That just makes me love you more.

Luv and Light, big kiss and hug to you and all your families.
Jess / Jecca / dzwaika xxxx